Well, it has been a pretty nauseating time the last month or so.I am on a project, one that is long drawn and depending how one sees it – it is either very interesting or extremely dysfunctional. Either way, I am in it and getting out doesn’t seem likely.
By the way I am hunting for a couple of Oracle PL/SQL fella’s so please do drop me a line if you are interested (That is by sending me an email on my hotmail, and I shall contact you).
Over the last few months I have managed to contain myself from basically crapping on my own blog, but to heck with that. If I can’t bitch on my blog, where the heck else should I be doing it?
Having gone through the experience I had the last few months, the way I see it, we never left the playground. We are just a bunch of kids still in the sand-box pretending we know what the heck we are up to.
The bully’s, the know-it-alls, the just plain obnoxious they are all still around. Perhaps covered up with the guise of professionalism but plain and simple they are who they were. Lo and behold, I get this honor of baby sitting each and every one of them. Listening to their really annoying screechy complains and pretending that I actually care. Boy oh boy… what I could do with a screwdriver right now.
Anyway, so be it. Now I know why they say it is just plain lonely at the top. I am not even at the top of the ladder and it already is pretty lonesome here. I can’t bitch to my team, they might lose confidence, I can’t bitch to my peers – bunch of wolves they are they might just decide to have me for lunch. My boss? Forget that too, they might just shit in their pants and run around screaming “The sky is falling! The sky is falling!”.
That kinda leaves you out there reading these words. I beg neither for sympathy, nor a shoulder to get putty on, alas a warm night under the moonlight by the beach cuddled up saying nothing but just a smile – satisfied.
Any takers? Heh heh heh.
(Zed’s Note: Naughty but nice… I promise)
